I guess that's fair. I don't like that I have residual feelings about it, and I want you to know I don't hold it against. I guess I just still blamed myself for some of it. A lot of it maybe. I know I can be a lot, and I spent a lot of time wondering how I could have kept. I think sometimes I worry history might repeat itself. But I never looked at it from the perspective that it might have been that you weren't strong enough then. And even if you weren't, it's understandable.
I will fully own up to being a weak little bitch, especially if it can make you see that none of it was your fault. It was a fucked up situation I"ve regretted ever since. I'm not going to let go of you ever again.
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I guess I just still blamed myself for some of it.
A lot of it maybe. I know I can be a lot, and I spent a lot of time wondering how I could have kept.
I think sometimes I worry history might repeat itself.
But I never looked at it from the perspective that it might have been that you weren't strong enough then. And even if you weren't, it's understandable.
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It was a fucked up situation I"ve regretted ever since.
I'm not going to let go of you ever again.